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There was an hope…..an expectation that 2012 is going to be phoenix year. While I still hold this to be true, it’s starting off a little tough. As though there needed to be a quiz on what 2011 has taught. So I’m bumping up against all sorts of old habits, beliefs and questions of what I know to be true. Lots of goodies swirling in my head.

I love when something outside of you taps something you need to shift or move inside. Continuing to sit with all that is right on the surface…much of the day driving me bonkers. Let it sit. Like feeling that every cell’s energy system is humming….doing that swirly dance, then all of a sudden something breaks free and comes up to the surface. If you haven’t seen Brene Brown’s talk on TED about vulnerability…..run do not walk and watch it. Beyond.

(there is something so awesome about spell-checking on word press and having it say…..there is nothing wrong-a lil piece of heaven)

Today, there was the bubble that broke free and had me look around at all the stuff. See it in its light. Love it and detach from it. It’s as though the years of carrying it around are coming to an end. Something’s I will be sad to part with. Just like the house I gutted, every inch was lovingly chosen and smoothed into place. It’s the next step. Unburden.

So I lean into the hard places right now.

Love you