going with it__________March 27, 2012
The cells are humming. They are changing…slowly, with care and love. It’s the next plane. The next level, a little bit more knowledge. It seems to be okay when things are heavy. I love that saying, “he’s not heavy, he’s my brother”. Heavy is okay. Heavy is hard and your muscles shake and you sometimes … Continue reading
I love you
This is in response to those hundreds that have read an ‘Open Letter to those that choose that moment’. There is a part of me that is slightly shocked at how many……daily read this open letter and secretly very happy. After my father decided June 22nd, 1995 to end his pain in this world and … Continue reading
Surfacing____________March 17, 2012
Being underwater and seeing the sunlight at the surface. Having one more load of laundry to do. The one last item on your list. Seeing the summit and knowing how long it will take to get there. Being at peace with the death of friends, a job, what you used to be…..seeing the surface. Anticipation … Continue reading
It’s all we have_________March 8,2012
Cancer free. Its a 6 month, 2 year, 10 year ….clean marker, or when you’ve done everything you can and it’s time to let go. We hear it often—-‘live each day as if it were your last’ or ‘tell them you love them, you may never see them again’. So often it is lip service. … Continue reading
You are everywhere___________March 4, 2012
I lost a dear friend to colon cancer today. She was 45, a mom, a wife and an incredible fighter. She laughed all the time. I can hear her laugh right now. She started her journey home and will now be forever in the flowers, the wind, the sunshine and when we do good things. … Continue reading