Onward_________Feb 27, 2012


Have had quite a bit to do since Valentines Day. We found a house, packed and moved in 12 days. It needs a lot of work (the house and I can get our inner and outer face lifts together). Like I said before, nothing can be smooth, there is always excitement and hairy turns with … Continue reading

Open Letter to those that chose that moment,


Dear heart-breakers, It’s Valentine’s Day. This is to all those that have spent time in my head, my heart and I have had the honor of being in your presence. Your absence is noted. Your decision to leave this place in the manner you did has left and indelible ache. Every time another one hits that … Continue reading

Diamonds___________Feb 14, 2012


It surrounds us, pushes up…down…..inside us, pressure. In the last several months, there is an almost hyper-awareness of the pressure all around. Like when a baby discovers their tongue and has no idea what to do with it or how to control it. This is curious as it’s always been there. Newton named it when … Continue reading

Coinnigh do mhisneach_______Feb 7, 2012


These past few months have let me in on a secret. One that pains me and then brings up from a deep well…..it can be found, taught and felt. This secret is an overwhelming number of people, lacking courage. While the word ‘lack’ might indicate they are less than, it is their choice not to … Continue reading

A little drowning_________Feb 6, 2012


I’m over the post pool snot-filled days. Added 50 meters to my total bringing it up to a whopping 300. Lance Armstrong twittered that he swam 4800 yds…..show-off. Figured out how to more easily wriggle into my 2-ply 20%+ Lycra swimsuit (a work-out itself)….put it on in the shower. A tip for the bigger girls … Continue reading

Today________Feb 5, 2012


There is a lot to be said for listening. For some it comes naturally, easily and they can do it for long stretches. This is not to say they don’t have a lot to say, many opinions and could tell you if you are doing it wrong. I have a deep admiration for these listeners. … Continue reading

a ladder? i have gum wrapper, lint from my pocket and bottle cap…sure________Feb 4, 2012


For every decison, there is a fork. You can try and look down each road, though it always seems like there is a bend or fog or it just look deceptively smooth. I think I have an allergy to smooth. Even if my new brain is saying ‘go smooth, go smooth’, my old brain is … Continue reading